Its 3 in the morning…aaah Kosu x(

Yep…im awake at 3 in d morning…havent slept a bit…and yeah im pretty stoned right now :p…The whole point of this pointless blog post is to show how pointless our lives are…okay u get the picture…I’m pretty F*d up(aren’t we all?)After u complete like each para…take like a minute out to think about it..

Yeah…so we’re all born…we go thru our lives…i dont know abt all of u but most of us spend our day doing the same things we did yesterday…we crave the excitement…we go for movies just to look at life in a different way…to break free from the monotony…and we all want to belong(to anything…from the spirit of ur class or college,ur “dept symposium and its lies about the no of ppl attending it”,a relationship,the friendship or “gang”) and we re programmed to be that way…We love the way the hero stands up and fights…the gals love the magic romantic stories…and we all have our pet peeves…we get pissed…we have biiiig ego’s we fight and heck we’re all gonna get up dead…

Sooo…ouch… mosquito…friggin flying insect pigs…yeah i jus killed one right now..blood on my hands(cool huh*…okay ur gonna thuppify :p )..yeah mosquito…which brings me to the point…as we go through life…we feel our current problems are waay bigger than they actually are…and in hindsight..if we had kept the big picture in mind we wouldnt’ve reacted to things they way we did…

\strongly advice to stop reading beyond this/

but u guys are as lame as me and will read(gotcha?? :p ) This brings us to another point…all the advice in the world is useless trash…None of us can take advice impartially…its true…and unless we wanna change…and i mean…really wanna change…i dont think we will…the rebel in me says “Why the heck should i change? ppl should like me for who i am right?”

The thing behind this post is….It got me thinking of the various things we do…the various stuff we mess up…the want or need to love and be loved…and the futility of searching for the next big thing…we search for the “the one”…the big break for our careers…and im getting reminding of Friends 😀

“So no one told you life was going to be this way.
Your job’s a joke, you’re broke, you’re love life’s DOA.
It’s like you’re always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn’t been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.”

Applause to the guy who wrote this 🙂 expresses my emotions soo damn well…and…aren’t we all stuck in second  gear most of the time??(chennai traffic ya :p…dont tell me i din warn u not to read this)…Truth be told…i think it takes a lot of strength to be a good man…to show respect when ur ideals dont match,to show empathy to ones lesser fortunate,tobe able to be counted on to deliver the goods,to be trusted and most importantly…to keep your loved ones and ppl around u happy.

And most of us fail to do this(guilty as charged)…we fail at the most basic steps…ones that involve being there when someone needs it,bitching about,saying stuff we dont mean in a fit of rage and then thinking “i wish i hadnt done that…it wouldve hurt him/her…we wouldve been very close had it not been for that incident”….im human…i make mistakes and…hell…i suck at handling some stuff…

We’ve all gone to bed  sometime or the other thinking…”cha… goodnight kuda solalayae…”…but the funny point is…ALL of us wanna be good…all of us wanna be liked,remembered and praised…okay i can hear u guys say it…im NOT a shrink :p

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Now this is something that’s personal…my friends are going for the tour(aah damn…wish i could too)…last time was just plain amazing…got no words to explain…its 5 now…yes technically “night out”…btw…hard to sleep when something keeps going on and on in ur head..coming back to the iv…Jus RoCk it big time macha and machi(s)…coz…NoW i kick myself for not going…oh damn i ll save the feelings for later…

At half time…score is Saran-3 Kosu-1(yeah…it sneaked up from behind and jumped me :p)

Barclays Premier league highlights on tv…im hopeless :p

and btw…Bharat Ram..if ur reading this…nice dialogues da 😀 and totally lame(like it should be 🙂 ) at times…

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BTW first time i ve been on facebook for sometime…and there is this new app(new for me i.e) that tells u wat ur friends think about u…Some funny ones here :

1.This is definitely from someone i pissed off big time  😀

Do you think Saran Bharat Kumar was a Dork in high school? Yes

2.Ahem Ahem…okay…curiousness got the better of me…and i wanted to find out who said this…patha it said 50 points to unlock 😮 …screwed up system…im NOT gonna play a game and reach lvl 20 to find this out.Period.

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar is hot? Yes

3.This is um…self explanatory…and the correct answer is NO :p

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar has ever eaten a booger? Yes

4.50 points…lvl 20 in a lame game…mudiyadhu :p (PS: ore the popularity…okay ll shut up now :p )

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar is cute? Yes

5.Beeeeeeeeeer….im very interested in trying this game out :p

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar has ever played beer pong? No

6.Thank god it was a no

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar sings Britney Spears aloud when no one is around? No

7.Genteelman…someone thinks im un-dateworthy :p

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar would ditch a date? Yes

8. 😐 watha nee matum kai la kadacha…I WILL PLAY TILL LVL 2o FOR THIS(*grins…definitely idu rohan dha)

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar has ever picked their nose in public? Yes

9. Don Saran Corleone….or….Cool Hippie S dawg :p

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar could be a gangster? Yes

10. I’m Coming for u…

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar is a freak? Yes

Till neXt time,

Saran