Its 3 in the morning…aaah Kosu x(

Yep…im awake at 3 in d morning…havent slept a bit…and yeah im pretty stoned right now :p…The whole point of this pointless blog post is to show how pointless our lives are…okay u get the picture…I’m pretty F*d up(aren’t we all?)After u complete like each para…take like a minute out to think about it..

Yeah…so we’re all born…we go thru our lives…i dont know abt all of u but most of us spend our day doing the same things we did yesterday…we crave the excitement…we go for movies just to look at life in a different way…to break free from the monotony…and we all want to belong(to anything…from the spirit of ur class or college,ur “dept symposium and its lies about the no of ppl attending it”,a relationship,the friendship or “gang”) and we re programmed to be that way…We love the way the hero stands up and fights…the gals love the magic romantic stories…and we all have our pet peeves…we get pissed…we have biiiig ego’s we fight and heck we’re all gonna get up dead…

Sooo…ouch… mosquito…friggin flying insect pigs…yeah i jus killed one right now..blood on my hands(cool huh*…okay ur gonna thuppify :p )..yeah mosquito…which brings me to the point…as we go through life…we feel our current problems are waay bigger than they actually are…and in hindsight..if we had kept the big picture in mind we wouldnt’ve reacted to things they way we did…

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but u guys are as lame as me and will read(gotcha?? :p ) This brings us to another point…all the advice in the world is useless trash…None of us can take advice impartially…its true…and unless we wanna change…and i mean…really wanna change…i dont think we will…the rebel in me says “Why the heck should i change? ppl should like me for who i am right?”

The thing behind this post is….It got me thinking of the various things we do…the various stuff we mess up…the want or need to love and be loved…and the futility of searching for the next big thing…we search for the “the one”…the big break for our careers…and im getting reminding of Friends 😀

“So no one told you life was going to be this way.
Your job’s a joke, you’re broke, you’re love life’s DOA.
It’s like you’re always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn’t been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.”

Applause to the guy who wrote this 🙂 expresses my emotions soo damn well…and…aren’t we all stuck in second  gear most of the time??(chennai traffic ya :p…dont tell me i din warn u not to read this)…Truth be told…i think it takes a lot of strength to be a good man…to show respect when ur ideals dont match,to show empathy to ones lesser fortunate,tobe able to be counted on to deliver the goods,to be trusted and most importantly…to keep your loved ones and ppl around u happy.

And most of us fail to do this(guilty as charged)…we fail at the most basic steps…ones that involve being there when someone needs it,bitching about,saying stuff we dont mean in a fit of rage and then thinking “i wish i hadnt done that…it wouldve hurt him/her…we wouldve been very close had it not been for that incident”….im human…i make mistakes and…hell…i suck at handling some stuff…

We’ve all gone to bed  sometime or the other thinking…”cha… goodnight kuda solalayae…”…but the funny point is…ALL of us wanna be good…all of us wanna be liked,remembered and praised…okay i can hear u guys say it…im NOT a shrink :p

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Now this is something that’s personal…my friends are going for the tour(aah damn…wish i could too)…last time was just plain amazing…got no words to explain…its 5 now…yes technically “night out”…btw…hard to sleep when something keeps going on and on in ur head..coming back to the iv…Jus RoCk it big time macha and machi(s)…coz…NoW i kick myself for not going…oh damn i ll save the feelings for later…

At half time…score is Saran-3 Kosu-1(yeah…it sneaked up from behind and jumped me :p)

Barclays Premier league highlights on tv…im hopeless :p

and btw…Bharat Ram..if ur reading this…nice dialogues da 😀 and totally lame(like it should be 🙂 ) at times…

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BTW first time i ve been on facebook for sometime…and there is this new app(new for me i.e) that tells u wat ur friends think about u…Some funny ones here :

1.This is definitely from someone i pissed off big time  😀

Do you think Saran Bharat Kumar was a Dork in high school? Yes

2.Ahem Ahem…okay…curiousness got the better of me…and i wanted to find out who said this…patha it said 50 points to unlock 😮 …screwed up system…im NOT gonna play a game and reach lvl 20 to find this out.Period.

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar is hot? Yes

3.This is um…self explanatory…and the correct answer is NO :p

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar has ever eaten a booger? Yes

4.50 points…lvl 20 in a lame game…mudiyadhu :p (PS: ore the popularity…okay ll shut up now :p )

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar is cute? Yes

5.Beeeeeeeeeer….im very interested in trying this game out :p

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar has ever played beer pong? No

6.Thank god it was a no

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar sings Britney Spears aloud when no one is around? No

7.Genteelman…someone thinks im un-dateworthy :p

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar would ditch a date? Yes

8. 😐 watha nee matum kai la kadacha…I WILL PLAY TILL LVL 2o FOR THIS(*grins…definitely idu rohan dha)

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar has ever picked their nose in public? Yes

9. Don Saran Corleone….or….Cool Hippie S dawg :p

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar could be a gangster? Yes

10. I’m Coming for u…

Do you think that Saran Bharat Kumar is a freak? Yes

Till neXt time,

Saran

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These are dark times….

Hey!! its been so long since i ve blogged…and yes yes…results are out…between all the screaming of “wtf where are the results on the anna univ homepage” or the more hopeful “re-valuation procedures”…i guess we’ve seen seen it all…people failing…people scoring low…and the cliched “when u think it cant go lower…it does”… i get the feeling that u can be fucked big time…no…not coz u failed an exam…its all in the AFTERMATH…here are my reasons/observations about stuff that generally happens….

1.u scored lower than last time….in most houses(again..generalization) parents give children “the look”.”The look” is a very successful and scheming strategy ;)..it can convey anything from “i expected better from u” ,”i work soo hard for you all my life and this is all i get” to the less subtle “ur dumb”,”i dont wanna see u now”,”is that all you can do??” and the more humiliating “ur not gonna make it big in life”..

2.Wat that accomplishes is : u really start wondering if u can make it big…u ve screwed up…no matter how much u work u feel that results aren’t coming ur way…and ur genereally depressed looking at the 0.34 ur friend scored over you and there is this feeling that “God…we have only 2 years left…wat am i gonna f*ing do”…

3.Ur friends buy gre books or (and) join classes 😀 (my friends did 🙂 and i think its good that they ve done so )…but the trick here is…u tend to feel”wat am i doing…im jus wasting time doing NOTHIIINNNG(emphasis not added :p )”…sometimes…this can get to u and u tend to join the same classes and do stuff that u actually dont have the heart to do

4.We’ve all said this atleast 10 times…”Anna university engg sucks…corrections sucks…i hate studying…mugging…no concepts” Agreed…this sucks…given an option i wudve taken some other course…too bad we cant change time…yes we all say”given an option i would drop out of college”…none of us guys(the sane ones ie) actually do it…so…we gotto jus deal with it

5.Heard another student in St.Joseph committed suicide over marks…Im not sure…but hey its St.Joseph 😉 (no offence meant guys…but ur coll is b*ll shit)…This is dead serious…u freak out and give up and die jus for the sake of marks??? …its a very sensitive topic and…hey…this is someone our age…jus think about that for a second

6.Depression??? for a person who’s life is entirely a result of  his gpa ( or the lack of  it)…life is gonna suck…the most irritating thing that can happen is giving out results on the opening day of college(only to be removed in 2 hours)…its the saddest thing that can happen…and my heart goes to all of u who think “nalla start ra sem ku “…kudos to ravi who said “I wanna do everything b4 sem results” 😀 (btw did u 😉 )

7.Confusion-self explanatory 😀

8.Relationships…well again…each person has his own “stuff(happiness,sorrows and umm…stuff :p )”…i guess its safe to leave this at “to each..his own”

Yes…there are a lot of thing that can go wrong…at all parts of life…and i believe in me controlling my actions and not reacting to watever happens to me….i get frustrated…extremely pissed at times…and  sometimes everything overwhelms us…but its these experiences that shape us right??

It’s hard to look at “Rocky Balboa” or the “I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul” without any skepticism …but i guess every one needs a hero…the only thing that keeps us all going…”if vijay can act after sura….” i have a chance afterall :p

Leave ur comments…sure would love to hear wat u guys think about it 🙂

Blog-I missed U like hell ;)

Linkin Park LogoThis post is totally dedicated to Linkin Park….The band totally totally rocks…the kind of innovation they bring about is amazzing…jus look at their logo..i mean…i seriously gotto learn designing from them…the kinda classy stuff the bring out totally rox….i play them on my stereo and mum gives me this look “ayo my son has gone mad”…esp when Chester screams “Tell me wtf is wrong….with me “(okay…this song shouldnt be played publicaa)….and the main reason i looove LP is the fact tht i can totally relate to their songs….

1.After Bunking class-“Im BREAKIN D HABIT…tonight” :p

2.During EEE class-“I wanna RUNAWAY and never say goodbye”

3.After performing “Getha” in 2 math ut’s-“I ve GIVEN UP”(the up goes like….uuuuupppppp..chester screaming again)

4.During DS-“Somewhere i belong”

5.At the end of day….when i ve not bunked-“Takes me ONE STEP CLOSER to the edge…and im about to break”

6.Submission of Records…when i ve almost completed it and mam says “ll correct it next week”-“IN THE END…i tried sooo hard and got soo far…But in the end it doesnt even matter” :p…okay i dint try “sooo” hard

7.After getting Ut marks-“What I ve done” :p

8.After getting fouled while playing footy-“I ve become so NUMB”

9.Looking at my class nerd gang-“Across…This New Divide” :p

10.Before going to exam hall-“Its Easier To run”

and there are ..lots more…..a hell lot of feeling songs…like “In Pieces”(the lyrics are amazing….right up der with Akon’s Right now) and “The Little Things give u away”(the name of the song mus give u an idea….it rox again)and “Pushing me Away” and stuff like “Crawling”(“this lack of self control i fear is never ending”……..sama senti song)… I mean…these guys are so classy….and stuff like “Wat ive done”(the video is totally awesome) and THe New Divide(amaazzing animation)

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These Guys make me feel…make me happy….lighten me up when im sad…help me see the larger picture(In the end…its doesnt even matter….)…Jus check out the video of “The new Divide”…

And Yeah…LP for life

The band used to practise in a park named “Lincoln Park” when it was like just another stupid music freak gang…and when they came out to register a domain name on the web they dint get it coz lincoln park.com coz it was taken…Hence the name Linkin park…so Music freaks…freak out…watch the movie “School of Rock”(amazing movie)…if it comes down to one thing its -PASSION

Lovin every moment of my life….adios…and hope ur all doing real great

Yarruku yaaro “Stepnee”

Forget Hangover…forget all the romantic comedies u ve seen….coz this one beats em all…by a mile…hilarious is an understatement….and those who ve missed the movie(i know its hard to get tickets for such movies….its okay :p )u guys have probably missed sumthing very very imp….one damn fun way to watch the movie…watch it with ur friends…and watch it when ur on the verge of a suicide attempt….im damn sure it ll change ur mind….okay the story first:Now the “hero” Sam Anderson(gethu name la…remember “Mr.Anderson” from Matrix???..a small comparison btween the two)

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Mr.Anderson here…

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idhu namba thala Sam Anderson…. 🙂

u guessed right…girls go ga ga over him :p

Okay…here’s the plot: THe movie begins with a song…..the heroine and her totally freaked out dance steps…coupled with the crass voice of the background singer are worth mentioning….u totally get an idea abt wat the movie all about…..Now…after u ve watched the song…u WILL go emotionally numb…and u wont mind the rest of the movie (sama strategy la :p )….full credit to the cameraman…he s tried not to take close up shots(rofl….the heroine in sum scenes looks like….aaya……and no comment on the hero’s “handsome attributes”…lmao)…After the song is the typical hero intro…girl’s bike is punctured…gangster’s nab her chain…her s in hot pursuit…..but returns back empty handed….and inga dhan twist: he asks her to sing the song she had sung yesterday…”neenga naethiku romba nalla padningalae…oru dharavae ena kaaga padamudiyuma”….loser doesnt realize she s lost her bloody chain….and here the girl starts singing the song in the middle of the road coz the total stranger asked her to(talk about innovation…here’s one)….after she s killed us all with the bloody song the hero “offers” her his chain….”for singing for him”(so ladies…next time gold chain venum na publica padunga :p )….and he changes the scooty’s tyres(an allude to “stepnee”…”stephanie”…aww watever)….inga dhan “loves” begins between David(or was it Dave) and praDheeba…..now another duet song begins….

im glad there are atleast two people in this world whose dance moves are worse than mine!!!Now…David s an “engineer” who has a concept for making small cars(idea blatantly stolen from Nano) for 70k…and he needs funding…one day “Dheeba” goes over to his place and sees all the posters of cars….trust me these posters are like…strikingly similar to the ones we used to draw as kids.. this female sees it and tells her mom” david is a great man….he is a scientist”(Dr.A.P.J…..i express my condolences)…apdiyae loves happens with pitiful dialogues like “indha chain unga alaga romba uyarthi katudhu”….all’s well…then David’s ex gf returns…her name is Manjula(a.k.a Manju…(Sanju?? :p))….omg…2 girls fighting over “Sam”…..i serious aa can commit suicide :p…..im sure u emphatize with me(HIM…2 girls and a duet….screw it :))…..so the triangle begins…and Sam cant decide…”his work suffers”(rem the concept car)…oh yeah…i forgot to mention background music and coreography(i mean…Sam’s dance beats vijay….sure aa beats ajith’s also :p)….and the director has a “thing” for trees(:p)….Highlight of the movie-the concept car s name is “DD2007″(naa its not Dr.Dre…its DavidDheeba….i can hear u guys going”watha” :p….look yamaha jus launched FZ(a product of a possible love story btween FengYang and Zhi Zhou…a chinese couple…:p..wat say??? anythings possible))…Sam makes wooing women look sooo easy(yeah yeah wish it were)….im running outta adjectives to describe this movie man….total entertainment…a must see(hrd its getting dubbed to english…:p)….the movie has achieved cult status in every coll in tamil nadu….and Sam’s best dance move-Shoulder Shake….as in…he moves his right shoulder as if he s got fits…….this guy makes TR look awesome…a sneak peak into wat happens in coll dorms….u get the climax: aana before the climax the dialogue is : Manju:nee yena indha stepnee aa dhana nenacha(after rolling the stepnee…) and David goes “ila….yen vazhkai oda oru oru step um nee a irukkanum nu nenachan”…and voila-a movie done…

What would you do if the team behind Yarukku Yaaro decides to make a sequel?? Yarukku Yaaro II… I’d watch it first day first show, I’m sure you’d too ;)…i was like literally rofl after watchin this one

God Save the world,

Konvict

PS: Rumour has it tht Sam s an alumni of SSN college of engg…wat say???….im saying…its possible 😉

MONOGAMY

okay…so…my dad’s been stuck with my mom for like 20 odd years….so has ur dad with ur mom(probably…possibly 😛 )…being raised with a “loyalty until death” attitude can actually make u stand out…in a totally different and at times awkward way…for example….loyalty can make u look like one total al qaeda extremist…and sum of my friends temme” dude…changing partners is jus like changing jobs or clothes”….and i don get the whole point…totally….yes given…u definitely need to change clothes…for “the greater good”:P….but um…the analogy with changing jobs is….totally shitty…here’s why:

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“a mind numbing 81% CEOs of AMERICA’s top 100 corporations have never changed their jobs (or have changed at best only one) throughout their lives….A monumentally similar 75% CEOs of leading non-US corporations have spent more than 35 years or more with the same company they lead……The solid Booz Allen Hamilton 2007 report (The Era of the Inclusive Leader) shows how, globally, the average CEO tenure now is the highest in all the years of their study (and for North America, the CEO tenures are the highest among all continents). Take that for loyalty again!”

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aaah….loyalty….and where-America….thts y i highlighted it….damn cool huh….the country of true liberty…u get to “ahem ahem” with many ppl….lets face it…u kno it…i know it…america-the land of blatanly having 15 ex-es and doing “it” for timepass….yeah right….at times we all wish we were born american’s right :p ….and America has the world’s greatest GDP guys…so the most productive guys in the world are the guys who re fooling around in their personal lives….and there’s this piece of info too:

The US Census Bureau shows how US divorce rates have dramatically fallen since 1972 to reach the lowest ever now – 3.8 divorces per 1000 (a smashing 30% fall since the ‘70s) – as per the last recorded data….3.8 divorces per thousand….so um the chances for a “brand new and stunning” wife are less than .38 percent….the odds are soooo against us :P….so here i go…ask my dad”Dad…wat are ur prospects for a new wife?”….dad gives this one look”no my son….upto u….the odds are read bad tho”….and my retort “when the going gets tough…the tought get going ” :p ….and my mind starts to wonder “if india’s been so loyal….how the heck did we end up with excesses(by excesses i mean kids)….okay…mayb American’s “outsourced” ” 😛

Yeah yeah…been long…i know….ll write regularly…

Saran a.k.a Konvict

PS:I totally love Calvin and Hobbes…they totally rock….damn…i shudve written this in my eee exam :)…jus look at his mouth in clip 3….awesome!!!

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Viewer Discretion is Advised

viewrHey guys…..so its been a long week(and 8 theory periods tomo….yawn)okay here’s the deal….i kinda tot it wud be boring if i keep writing and…um…so here’s Fifa(a.k.a tops :p ) writing a spl section called “The Female Perspective” coz u know…might by chance help hopeless guys….and as Ron says”u should write a book Hermoine…”weird things girls do so that guys can understand them””…and ya ppl…JUS IN CASE ANY1 WANTS TO WRITE  na ur damn welcome…so upto u to think of topics u like andpost it …. ll help…and yea tot it ll be better if u kno we have all our stuff together rather than puttin it up in diff blogs…so tht it ll be easier to read if its all in one place….so jus get into touch with me….and here’s wat she has to say:(and yea…she s a girl…so the viewer discretion picture :P…and the category name-Pink power(bleh!! :p…sorry yar..had to rub it in 😛 )

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This is precisely why guys fail to understand the female perspective. As a joke haha for pointing out that Edward is rolling in gold and has klller looks. But jokes aside the serious point you are missing out on is that the reason girls like this perfect Edward Cullen isn’t because of his Porsche but his other qualities that guys gloss over but that scream with flashing lights at girls: he is completely dependable, totally trustworthy and the kind of guy that makes girls feel secure. If you’re going out with him, you don’t have to be constantly questioning whether you’re a default option, whether he really likes you, if he would accept your flaws or if you have to be on your toes to keep bringing something new to the relationship so he doesn’t get bored. Not all girls may like to fall in love the way Edward and Bella did but one thing I do want out of a relationship that many guys do not offer is familiarity. How long can guys and girls be best friends before the guy decides suddenly that he is ‘in love’ with you and begins to plan the rest of your lives together? Presumptuous. I mean guys come on! Don’t take yourself so seriously! And how much respect are girls given? Oooh guys get majorly offended if they are rejected even if they are acquainted with the girl they are asking out for just a few months. Then normally, they take two routes: either they stalk you and totally freak you out; or they stalk all the guys you talk to. Creepy either way. And speaking of respect we come to the possessive kind of guys. So here you are in a happy relationship – girlfriend and boyfriend. And the girlfriend has guy friends she talks to – whom she may even be close friends with. Beware the green eyes then because they always flash dangerously. In which case, guys, either the relationship isn’t serious enough to warrant trust both ways or you’re just being silly. Hello! The girlfriend is not a caged canary that is solely yours till you choose to let her out when you decide you want a different breed. If your relationship is serious enough then trust her. Trust her to be honest and give her the respect she deserves. Otherwise there’s no point of you two being together.
No offence but guys you have a long way to groom yourselves into a perfect man! If girls live in a world of fantasy why can’t u guys be the one to fulfill their dreams? Its after all for the one you love the most! 🙂

Until next time,

Fifa

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Konvicts’s Side of things:

“How To Satisfy A Woman Every Time:Caress, praise, pamper, relish, savour, massage, fix things, empathise, serenade, compliment, support,feed, soothe, tantalise, humour, placate, stimulate,stroke, console, hug, ignore fat bits, cuddle, excite,pacify, protect, phone, anticipate, smooch,nuzzle,forgive, accessorise, entertain, charm, carry for,oblige, fascinate, attend to, trust, defend, clothe,brag about, sanctify, acknowledge, spoil, embrace,die for, dream of, tease, gratify, squeeze, indulge,idolize,worship.
How To Satisfy A Man Every Time:Arrive naked.period….(kiddin allright…but its kinda true :p )”

Mmm….thinkin from the guys point…there are jus 3 things tht matter to us:1.F*ck us   2.Feed us  3.Dont yell at us…..and women….u sure do have a loong way to go :p

Yeah yeah…aah….gethu post…loved reading it 🙂 …. Fifa’s done an amazing job…to keep it real short lemme show u 2 pics:

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“Get out of my house”-Dad….”Sure thing….first find me another 3 bedroom flat…fully furnished”-Me

sds_rebels_450 I’m home….its 1 30 in the night…..our family of 4 jus visited my aunt’s place…my fav aunt that is….and umm….a few stuff happened which i cant get outta my head…so im literally forced to blog in…coz i got no diary 😦 … look guys im gonna take this out on u…and this one is soooo damn long….so be very patient while readin it ….. jus bear with it or drag ur mouse over and click the cross button on your lefthand top corner(ada cha…one yr aa we mugged STAR OFFICE….and the language stuck with me 😦 ….ena da life idhu….i wasted one yr learnin how to left and right click with a mouse…ironically this is wat every 12std comp group learns…height of hopelessness….no wonder guys “ogle”(one girl told me tht word…ogle….sight nu simple a solama periya iva nu nenapu :p ….okay okay no tension ri…jus kidding) at girls….we know how to left and right click!!! and coz u make us “learn” that for a year we got nothin to do….hence we guys face “dangerous” consequences by ogling….shabba ena ma justification…hopeless again)

Now to the main matter….Thursday evening was at anu’s place…Friday football with PJ cr7 and GV and their bus seniors…sama game…our team lost 6-8….in my debut match(for this team :p ) i scored 4 goals….so overall happy…sama like our team played…jus a bit unlucky to miss a few easy ones…..we guys decide to go to juiceshop nearby….i drink 2 sprites 3 lemon juices and 1 chocolate milk(okay okay….kannu vekadhinga)…come back home after dropping PJ….patha mom shoves oru plate full of rice and COMMANDS …”EAT”….to top it all i drink lots of water….seri i go get the box where chips is “hidden” at home…patha mum shouts “ivlo veggies irukum podhu y chips”…and she grabs the box and hides it….i feel like crying ( :p )…eat half the food and apdiyae stomach says podhum…look at mom….look at plate….eat without another look….now the reason is ….mom and dad HATE football….we got sum history for tht…tho initially dad was like”how was d game?” he got a look from mom and like all dads was forced to shut up…ilana sapadu kadaikadhu la :p ….anyways they totally dont like me playing….and mum’s like “we work so haaaard for u…to ensure that ur future is bright”…and dad says same thing differently….i defend saying”i havent played in 2 months dad….ive given it up for u”….Next morning i wake at 8 and sound comes “look at me and ur mother….look at how hard we work”(tape recorder madri)….now for all those who have had cramps in ur thighs and have fallen down while playing and got ur knee hurt…u ll kno how hard it is to get up next day….to top it all mom teams up with dad and they gang up on me….and it definitely hurts if u got a younger sibling who is waay too studious than wats good….okay so she got a 100 in math science social and ll probably(no…she surely will) kick my arse in the boards(so wat? doesnt bother me….dunno y it bothers them so much) it hurts much more when u constantly get that “ur the elder one….ur the guy…u ve got to take up the responsibility”(screw responsibility 😛 ….its not as tho im not responsible okay….i jus wanna have my share of fun too….afterall u get to work na aprom game over…period)it hurts when they make me look like a loose canon…..ahhhh Eminem-“These ideas are nightmares to white parents….whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings….like watever they say has no bearing…its so scary in a house tht allows no swearing…to see him walking around with his headphones blaring…alone in his own cold zone and he dont caring”…..now this did happen….linkin park in my stereo system with its blasting noise and chester goes “Given uuuuuuuuuuuup”….mom gives me this look tht says”MY SON Has gone MAD….plz help”….since then i ve taken to headphones….even when im not listening….so i get to i pretend i dont hear them :P…. all this over emphasis on “elder one””responsibility””commitment””sincerity””hardwork” can actually screw u up….def does screw me up….u shouldve seen mom’s look at my gpa…. 8.6(she goes pale)…..wait till she finds out this sem’s gpa(ha!!)

hell ppl…every turn i get this reminder…and so do u….”we re paying 1 lakh a yr for ur education”….okay so i dint get into anna university….it was my dream….i worked real hard for it…cudve taken IT der….din want to…and yea i jus missed it coz of pure dumb badluck….and “its like the weight of the world…i feel like my neck is breaking…should i give up or try to live up to these expectations”(more of eminem 🙂 )….yeah….watever said and done it was jus bad timing yar….and they rub it off every chance they get….they stick it up to the point tht it hurts….real bad…..anyways…wat i telling them is “cant u understand me?”

okay okay….new insight onto this one….i ve known ppl breaking up with each other coz one person does ” understand” the other….yea u gotto give it to them…personal choice…..but the question here is….”can i break up with my parents??” 😛 …is understanding the most imp thing???….probably yes and probably no….lemme elaborate…like we planned a sleepover today at Apoorv’s place…Apu me bin roga and pandey….like i really wanna go but we re held up at aunt’s place…we ll prob be back home at 11…then mom says” u cant go for sleepover” and we have this gethu arguement abt whether i gotto live my life or she s “planning” it all for me…apo dad intervenes and says” Get out of my house then….Madaya…ivan la epo thirundha poran”……”I wanna runaway and never say goodbye”(-Linkin Park 🙂 ) level ku the arguement rose….so i called roga nd told him” ila machan veetla gand etharanga”…im sure u ve had these” friends arent important in ur life…avana sor podunvaan” dialogue….im like ” cant they see i ve stopped playing football for them…cant they bloody understand that im trying too…tht i do try to give my best”…and while im typing this i truly recognize tht mom has security reasons for not lettin me drive at night….and basically she doesnt want me mixing with the “wrong sort”….and i kno she s doin this coz she likes me like hell(and i luv u too 🙂 )….bt we still dont “understand” each other much…ana we love each other….mmm interesting

and yea back to the point….i ve had enough of my dad going ” ivan enga thirundha poran…..seri ila….nee lam ena pannapora”….coming to the 1 lakh….i felt like saying” i ll pay u back a hundred times over”(ana my stupid brain told me”100 times return over investment is waaaay too much…don promise” :p)

Mum and dad probably “planned” my life like this:…..but something horribly went wrong with their expt 🙂

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AND this is the main part…told  u abt the aunt right…she s a social teacher….like for the past 2 board exams ive written i ve gone to her place in the study hols to “train” myself….and i respect her a lot…and parents go tell her im suthifying waay too much…and aunt tells me to isolate myself from friends….worst ena na she gives me 10000 bucks….to “stay away” from my friends….ever heard of this tactic?? 10000 bucks….to make me stay away……apparently all i got to do is stay at home and not visit friends and i ll get cash….wat a way to get rich!!!!…bloody hell….good job elders…good job….now as i touch my pocket…my mind goes “machan nalaki satyam with bus gang….and treeeeeaaaat” 🙂

now this again gets me thinking….im a born rebel(shocking really….feel like “rebel”ling that :p )…”You are taught you must perform, keep up, and “make the grade,” or you aren’t worth much. If you do work hard at
making the grades, some authority figure(no no…not that figure….) is bound to ask, “Why are you studying all the time?Why aren’t you out playing with the other children? What’s wrong with you? Don’t you have any
friends?”Catch-22 never had it so good….as a rebel(self confessed)….we(im sayin we….coz “we” have waaay too many ppl like me) like to think of ourselves as”independent.”…. we have, in fact have adopted a reaction to whatever “law” is set before us…”Authority, you tell us that we’re no good. Well, authority, you’re no good.”….and me….im reckless…totally…”it isnt the rebels who cause the troubles in the world…its the troubles that cause the rebels”(it jus feels soooo good to justify wat ur doin na…. 🙂 )

TC ppl….“Not all those who wander are lost”. -J.R.R. Tolkien in LOTR(omg i jus realized im  a showoff as well 😦 ….im think y im adding tht quote summa….seri free vidu….ur all as crazy as i am….and i BELIEVE in it :p )

Saran a.k.a Konvict

PS: Check this out….look at wat the french president’s doin at the G-8 summit…and obama…well he s jus looking at her heels 😛 …u kno when girls climb stairs with big heels its a politeness thing to look at them…so that in case they fall(which they dont….to everyone’s dismay) u can apdiyae catch them and…..omg imagination enga lam podhu paru…. okay im a rebel coz of a reason:I hate water…esp “wet” water 😛 (okay ur gonna stone me…im leavin po)…and Sania Mirza got married(sigh)